We had been told that the directer of the orphanage Rebecca was at fought for her to be transferred to a good place. A decent place - if that truly exists. Today Julia received a message regarding our daughter. This is that message:
"Hello! Julia I found information about Rebecca's orphanage. She is in a village, in _________ region. Her orphanage is not very good, I can say that it's a very bad. They have never had adoption there. They don't have money even for medicine for children, I am very happy that Rebecca will have a family and I hope that they will come soon and take her from that terrible place"
I can not tell you how sick I suddenly feel inside. We knew she was transferred. We knew it wouldn't be as great of a place that she had come from. We hoped it was nice. We prayed it was adequate at minimum. I feel sad. Angry. Why?? Would God allow her to be put in a place that is labeled at "terrible" by someone who has experience knowing "terrible"?
I don't even have words. I would like to please beg and plead for prayers for Rebecca. Pray she is safe, cared for. I don't want her sweet spirit to be crushed. Pray that our paperwork gets finished quickly. Pray we get the necessary money needed to go get her. I'm so overwhelmed with worry and sadness right now.